You see, although we're always trying to keep each other close, due to our different lives, we have to live separately, and very far in fact. It's not that hard really, for us to occassionally escape our daily routines and meet somewhere, but the fact is that most of the time each of us is struggling alone.
The Water Bearer: You're the only one struggling alone.
Well that's true too. The Water Bearer lives with the rest of our companions, and they all know about us. On the other hand, I travel to different places and meet different people all the time, and not everyone even knows about the Water Bearer's existence. I don't think these factors have anything to do with what I'm about to tell, but I thought I might just as well describe how things are.
Exactly a year from now, which is last year, I almost got myself hooked up with another child. It was ridiculous, I completely lost control. Till now I still refuse to accept that it was me myself who got so infatuated with someone else. To put it in one word, it was DAMNATION. For one year I wasn't being myself, and the Water Bearer knew what was going on, but se was barely upset. Se who barely smiles just smirked and left me clueless. Anyway, now that the damnation is over and I'm back to normal (Thank GOD!), I asked hem about how he felt. Then... se bursted out laughing!
The Water Bearer: Of course I would! I mean, just look at you then! You were so easily distracted by a child who doesn't even take note of you. I suspected that it was just God's way of testing you and that you would eventually return to me. And see, I was right!
And there you have it, the Water Bearer laughing at my stupidity. Well, that shows how powerless I am. When God needs to test me, Se just needs to will for it and POOF! Haha, life is funny. By the way, why are we so hard to accept passion from other people? The answer is because 96.5% of people is unhygienic! Yeah, stupid reason, but we stand proud of it.
p/s: No offense. >w<;;
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