Sometimes we go to distant places to complete our tasks, and I mean very, very distant places. Some of our tasks involve destruction and death, but we're always doing it coolly. I never really cared about anyone else anyway, so whatever I have to do I will do. If bringing death to someone is my mission, I'll do it without regret. And the Twins seems to be of the same type, se really knows when se's doing the right thing and every reason to not back up like a coward. I quite adore that coolness of hem, it's like se's not afraid of anyone besides God. But yesterday I saw a different face of hem. That's right, the writer today is me, the Water Bearer.
Yesterday, as usual, we went and brought calamity upon another destined location. With the mission done, I was preparing to leave, but se just stood there, thinking. For a moment se just stared at the destroyed landscape, then se raised hes hands and looked at them. As I approached hem, se broke into tears, and told me se regrets hes inability to save anyone. That is true, so far the tasks we've conducted mostly consist of destruction. It wasn't because that's the only thing we're told to do, but because it's the easiest thing to do. Till then, I thought that as long as we're happy, anything else doesn't matter.
After all, what we're doing is not wrong either. But indeed, it's not that we're doing the wrong thing, it's that we're not doing enough. Instead of just sending messages of death, we should've chosen missions as saviors. There are so many people waiting to be rescued, waiting for us to convey the words of God, but what did we do? We ignored them, and kept on saying what we have is enough. In fact, I only thought about me and my companions' happiness. Never for once did I think about how others would feel. I should've realized that there are people waiting. Those people who are ignorant, are our responsibilities, not anyone else. If we're not doing the conveying, who will?
I then looked into the far future. In the end, eventhough we ourselves will be saved, how about others? The people I used to know, though they are as annoying as ever, I don't want to see them suffer the worst of punishment for eternity. By then everything would be too late. If that happens, no matter how I blame myself, nothing will change. If I want to change something, I have to do it now. I loathe other people, yes, I hate most people, but I have to face it. The responsibility is ours, I don't want to regret for eternity. I must try to save as much people as I could before it's too late. Never again will we make the same mistake. Our happiness is not enough, because if we're the only one satisfied, that won't guarantee true happiness. It's hard, but I'll change.
Suin Jou, wasn't it?
The Water Bearer: Se asked me out today, to see an exhibition which se claimed was in Suin Jou. And we went all the way there just to find out that se misread the writing. It wasn't Suin Jou. It was Suin Bous. Then we had to go back around 10 stations to get to the right station.
The Twins: My bad, sorry sorry. OTL
The Water Bearer: Well it was fun seeing hes expression when se finally noticed that se got it totally wrong. *lol*
The Twins: Yeah, even as I was wondering which line should we actually get on to, a woman passed by and actually inquired me about the trains, which of course we knew no better than her. But we did get to our destination in the end. The exhibition wasn't that great though. There were a few nostalgic pictures and some unique design, but for me all the rest wasn't good enough for my taste. I don't care if I know nothing about art, I'll stick to what I like. So let's ask the Water Bearer, the art nerd.
The Water Bearer: I'm not a nerd... I'm just a passionate lover of art!
The Twins: That's exactly the definition of nerd.
The Water Bearer: *pouts* Anyway, for me it was crap.
The Twins: Oi, oi, don't put it so offensively!
The Water Bearer: I can appreciate some of the artist's works, but the rest were plain architectures. You really can't expect much out of just an artist out of nowhere. Just because an artist's got one great art doesn't mean all hes arts are worth exploring. In the end great arts just barely exists.
The Twins: Yeah right, and that's what you hear from a person who cried when se saw a mere chandelier smashed to pieces. *sneers*
The Water Bearer: >.<;; It wasn't a mere chandelier! It was a great work by a great artist! The Twins: *lmao* What if it was a chandelier designed by me? *flirting*
The Water Bearer: I'd rather not look at the final result. =w=;;
The Twins: Hey come on, I'm not that dope at art. Q-Q
The Water Bearer: Haha, kidding. Of course I'd kill whoever smashes that. *evil smile*
The Twins: *backs off* Whoa.. evil aura..
The Water Bearer: And also those who's been staring at you this whole day. *jealous* They deserve to have their eyes plucked out.
The Twins: How about those who were staring at you?
The Water Bearer: I'm just too good looking, it's hard to deny. You know, ever since se got out this morning, people were like looking at hem like they've never seen a person before!And some of them wouldn't even take their eyes off hem. Can't they even see that se's actually going out with someone at that time? It's just rude!
The Twins: You don't need to exaggerate that. =w=; They're just being themselves.
The Water Bearer: *glares*
The Twins: OwO; Ok I'll shut up.
The Water Bearer: ...Could it be that it's been this way all along since you came here? *suspicious*
The Twins: ......It's not my fault.
The Water Bearer: I shouldn't have opted on you to come here.
The Twins: Relax, it's the same everywhere, okay? And we're going out of topic every sentence.
The Water Bearer: And so we went out this afternoon, got our self lost, watched a few crappy arts, and returned home safe and sound.
The Twins: Somehow the Water Bearer turned out to be the story-teller this time. But anyway, it was a fun trip. *lol*
The Twins: My bad, sorry sorry. OTL
The Water Bearer: Well it was fun seeing hes expression when se finally noticed that se got it totally wrong. *lol*
The Twins: Yeah, even as I was wondering which line should we actually get on to, a woman passed by and actually inquired me about the trains, which of course we knew no better than her. But we did get to our destination in the end. The exhibition wasn't that great though. There were a few nostalgic pictures and some unique design, but for me all the rest wasn't good enough for my taste. I don't care if I know nothing about art, I'll stick to what I like. So let's ask the Water Bearer, the art nerd.
The Water Bearer: I'm not a nerd... I'm just a passionate lover of art!
The Twins: That's exactly the definition of nerd.
The Water Bearer: *pouts* Anyway, for me it was crap.
The Twins: Oi, oi, don't put it so offensively!
The Water Bearer: I can appreciate some of the artist's works, but the rest were plain architectures. You really can't expect much out of just an artist out of nowhere. Just because an artist's got one great art doesn't mean all hes arts are worth exploring. In the end great arts just barely exists.
The Twins: Yeah right, and that's what you hear from a person who cried when se saw a mere chandelier smashed to pieces. *sneers*
The Water Bearer: >.<;; It wasn't a mere chandelier! It was a great work by a great artist! The Twins: *lmao* What if it was a chandelier designed by me? *flirting*
The Water Bearer: I'd rather not look at the final result. =w=;;
The Twins: Hey come on, I'm not that dope at art. Q-Q
The Water Bearer: Haha, kidding. Of course I'd kill whoever smashes that. *evil smile*
The Twins: *backs off* Whoa.. evil aura..
The Water Bearer: And also those who's been staring at you this whole day. *jealous* They deserve to have their eyes plucked out.
The Twins: How about those who were staring at you?
The Water Bearer: I'm just too good looking, it's hard to deny. You know, ever since se got out this morning, people were like looking at hem like they've never seen a person before!And some of them wouldn't even take their eyes off hem. Can't they even see that se's actually going out with someone at that time? It's just rude!
The Twins: You don't need to exaggerate that. =w=; They're just being themselves.
The Water Bearer: *glares*
The Twins: OwO; Ok I'll shut up.
The Water Bearer: ...Could it be that it's been this way all along since you came here? *suspicious*
The Twins: ......It's not my fault.
The Water Bearer: I shouldn't have opted on you to come here.
The Twins: Relax, it's the same everywhere, okay? And we're going out of topic every sentence.
The Water Bearer: And so we went out this afternoon, got our self lost, watched a few crappy arts, and returned home safe and sound.
The Twins: Somehow the Water Bearer turned out to be the story-teller this time. But anyway, it was a fun trip. *lol*
Ramblings of the unfortunate Gemini
You see, although we're always trying to keep each other close, due to our different lives, we have to live separately, and very far in fact. It's not that hard really, for us to occassionally escape our daily routines and meet somewhere, but the fact is that most of the time each of us is struggling alone.
The Water Bearer: You're the only one struggling alone.
Well that's true too. The Water Bearer lives with the rest of our companions, and they all know about us. On the other hand, I travel to different places and meet different people all the time, and not everyone even knows about the Water Bearer's existence. I don't think these factors have anything to do with what I'm about to tell, but I thought I might just as well describe how things are.
Exactly a year from now, which is last year, I almost got myself hooked up with another child. It was ridiculous, I completely lost control. Till now I still refuse to accept that it was me myself who got so infatuated with someone else. To put it in one word, it was DAMNATION. For one year I wasn't being myself, and the Water Bearer knew what was going on, but se was barely upset. Se who barely smiles just smirked and left me clueless. Anyway, now that the damnation is over and I'm back to normal (Thank GOD!), I asked hem about how he felt. Then... se bursted out laughing!
The Water Bearer: Of course I would! I mean, just look at you then! You were so easily distracted by a child who doesn't even take note of you. I suspected that it was just God's way of testing you and that you would eventually return to me. And see, I was right!
And there you have it, the Water Bearer laughing at my stupidity. Well, that shows how powerless I am. When God needs to test me, Se just needs to will for it and POOF! Haha, life is funny. By the way, why are we so hard to accept passion from other people? The answer is because 96.5% of people is unhygienic! Yeah, stupid reason, but we stand proud of it.
p/s: No offense. >w<;;
The Water Bearer: You're the only one struggling alone.
Well that's true too. The Water Bearer lives with the rest of our companions, and they all know about us. On the other hand, I travel to different places and meet different people all the time, and not everyone even knows about the Water Bearer's existence. I don't think these factors have anything to do with what I'm about to tell, but I thought I might just as well describe how things are.
Exactly a year from now, which is last year, I almost got myself hooked up with another child. It was ridiculous, I completely lost control. Till now I still refuse to accept that it was me myself who got so infatuated with someone else. To put it in one word, it was DAMNATION. For one year I wasn't being myself, and the Water Bearer knew what was going on, but se was barely upset. Se who barely smiles just smirked and left me clueless. Anyway, now that the damnation is over and I'm back to normal (Thank GOD!), I asked hem about how he felt. Then... se bursted out laughing!
The Water Bearer: Of course I would! I mean, just look at you then! You were so easily distracted by a child who doesn't even take note of you. I suspected that it was just God's way of testing you and that you would eventually return to me. And see, I was right!
And there you have it, the Water Bearer laughing at my stupidity. Well, that shows how powerless I am. When God needs to test me, Se just needs to will for it and POOF! Haha, life is funny. By the way, why are we so hard to accept passion from other people? The answer is because 96.5% of people is unhygienic! Yeah, stupid reason, but we stand proud of it.
p/s: No offense. >w<;;
First Dance
(1) Ah, classes are boring
Lessons are boring
These people make me sick
With their fake smiles and whines
(2) Life is wonderful
There are nice people everywhere
Walking under the sun
The spectacular view takes my breath away
(1) Who are you?
Why are you saying such things?
Besides my companions
There is not one I can trust
(2) I’m a traveler
Learning the way humans live
Hatred towards others have long been erased
Though trust is a different thing
(1) Humans live by lies
It is something I can’t accept
(2) Humans lie because they don’t know
The true meaning of living
You hate insincerity
He hates impudence
She hates insolence
We’re different but the same
But that is life
We learn as we grow
We’re all humans
If everyone chooses to hate
Who’ll help us change?
(1) Se came so suddenly
Looking like another idol
But se’s more than that
Se showed me the other side of the moon
(2) Se was there
Far from everyone
Deep in thoughts
The only ones se spoke to
Hes two friends
No one else
But something about hem made me smile
The way I never before
(1) I liked hem
So did my three friends
(2) But I already had my eyes on someone
(1) For once I admired someone
Though I’m not deserving
They say I’m a pain in the neck
Then again who cares?
Those who confess love to me
Don’t look inside of me
I hate those people
I hate their lives
I’ll not accept those
Who are not my companions
Never
(2) People always chase me
Ask me my hobbies
My favorite things
And I’m not the only one
Those three are also victims
Though I laugh
Never for once I think I’m great
I’m just another human
Learning as I live
And though I like someone
I don’t think I deserve hem
(1) I looked at the night sky
The stars shining bright
This world sucks
But the sky doesn’t
A widespread universe
(2) Staring at the starry sky
Lying on the grassy hill
How mighty the Creator is
If only people would understand
The stars relieve me of sadness
My secret cure
(1) Tonight for the first time
I’m alone with hem
On the grassy hill
Enjoying the night sky
My name the night sky
To have hem liking the same thing
Makes me smile
(2) I love the night sky
Especially those spangled with stars
Out there they’re enormous
But here they shine shyly
Another lesson learned from nature
(1) I’m still in love with you
Even though you may not notice it
They all want you
Even that person that I’d die for
But this time
I won’t let chances slip by
Before you can confess your love
To the person that you like
I’ll struggle to make you like me
I don’t care what they say
(2) Though you said that
I’ve found my answer
Let everyone know
That I’ve made my decision
I am nobody
They can always find someone better
Let me live this short life of mine
With hem that I like
(1) This is really painful
A terrible heartbreak
(2) I love the night sky
It’s my secret remedy
(1) No this time
Even the night sky
Can’t heal my wounds
(2) Then don’t cry night sky
Because this time I’ll be your remedy
(1) It was a starry night
I even saw a shooting star
(2) Since that night
I like starry nights even more
And so the adventure begins, or better yet, the adventure began a long time ago, but from now on we'll start writing down a few things we found interesting throughout our lives. I, the Twins, will be the writer, but at the same time I share this blog with my important person, the Water Bearer. We don't like to be classified into certain genders, so we describe ourselves as genderless, thus using the words SE and HES instead of he,she,him,his,her. Anyway, I'm not doing this regularly, I'm more like doing this when I'm free and bored or excited. This blog is just for fun, don't take it seriously. B-)
The Twins is now in Grin Zeraga. The Water Bearer lives in Keen Xenocis.
Lessons are boring
These people make me sick
With their fake smiles and whines
(2) Life is wonderful
There are nice people everywhere
Walking under the sun
The spectacular view takes my breath away
(1) Who are you?
Why are you saying such things?
Besides my companions
There is not one I can trust
(2) I’m a traveler
Learning the way humans live
Hatred towards others have long been erased
Though trust is a different thing
(1) Humans live by lies
It is something I can’t accept
(2) Humans lie because they don’t know
The true meaning of living
You hate insincerity
He hates impudence
She hates insolence
We’re different but the same
But that is life
We learn as we grow
We’re all humans
If everyone chooses to hate
Who’ll help us change?
(1) Se came so suddenly
Looking like another idol
But se’s more than that
Se showed me the other side of the moon
(2) Se was there
Far from everyone
Deep in thoughts
The only ones se spoke to
Hes two friends
No one else
But something about hem made me smile
The way I never before
(1) I liked hem
So did my three friends
(2) But I already had my eyes on someone
(1) For once I admired someone
Though I’m not deserving
They say I’m a pain in the neck
Then again who cares?
Those who confess love to me
Don’t look inside of me
I hate those people
I hate their lives
I’ll not accept those
Who are not my companions
Never
(2) People always chase me
Ask me my hobbies
My favorite things
And I’m not the only one
Those three are also victims
Though I laugh
Never for once I think I’m great
I’m just another human
Learning as I live
And though I like someone
I don’t think I deserve hem
(1) I looked at the night sky
The stars shining bright
This world sucks
But the sky doesn’t
A widespread universe
(2) Staring at the starry sky
Lying on the grassy hill
How mighty the Creator is
If only people would understand
The stars relieve me of sadness
My secret cure
(1) Tonight for the first time
I’m alone with hem
On the grassy hill
Enjoying the night sky
My name the night sky
To have hem liking the same thing
Makes me smile
(2) I love the night sky
Especially those spangled with stars
Out there they’re enormous
But here they shine shyly
Another lesson learned from nature
(1) I’m still in love with you
Even though you may not notice it
They all want you
Even that person that I’d die for
But this time
I won’t let chances slip by
Before you can confess your love
To the person that you like
I’ll struggle to make you like me
I don’t care what they say
(2) Though you said that
I’ve found my answer
Let everyone know
That I’ve made my decision
I am nobody
They can always find someone better
Let me live this short life of mine
With hem that I like
(1) This is really painful
A terrible heartbreak
(2) I love the night sky
It’s my secret remedy
(1) No this time
Even the night sky
Can’t heal my wounds
(2) Then don’t cry night sky
Because this time I’ll be your remedy
(1) It was a starry night
I even saw a shooting star
(2) Since that night
I like starry nights even more
And so the adventure begins, or better yet, the adventure began a long time ago, but from now on we'll start writing down a few things we found interesting throughout our lives. I, the Twins, will be the writer, but at the same time I share this blog with my important person, the Water Bearer. We don't like to be classified into certain genders, so we describe ourselves as genderless, thus using the words SE and HES instead of he,she,him,his,her. Anyway, I'm not doing this regularly, I'm more like doing this when I'm free and bored or excited. This blog is just for fun, don't take it seriously. B-)
The Twins is now in Grin Zeraga. The Water Bearer lives in Keen Xenocis.
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