WB: O-o... I thought you've done that at least a few times?
TT: Honestly you... >w<...
WB: Why suddenly bring that up?
TT: The White Wind.
WB: *jealous* What about hem.
TT: I killed someone that WW know as well as I do.
WB: And.. se's upset somehow?
TT: Emotionless as usual actually.
WB: Hmmm... you know I'm losing the point here.
TT: Se, the one dead, left only one thing behind.
WB: *listening intently* ...
TT: I went to that place and saw that though se died, a lot of people show appreciation for the thing se left behind. They don't seem to realize se's dead, but they're accepting hem as someone... as someone they would like to know.
WB: Was se a hateful guy?
TT: Heh. Se's useless.
WB: ??
TT: Se spent so much time with WW, yet se abandoned hem a lot of time. You know, though WW can be really annoying, se wouldn't say something that hurt seriously. That guy was kinda close to WW, so se couldn't do as much as complain whenever se was abandoned.
WB: Wah. That's serious. To think someone could actually do that to WW.
TT: Se could. But that's not why I decided to kill hem.
WB: *shocked* You mean it wasn't an order from the organization??
TT: ... it was on impulse. *bitter smile*
WB: Did you... have a fight?
TT: We always fight because of WW.
WB: Hes existence is starting to tick me off. *annoyed*
TT: Who? WW?
WB: Who else? Why do you have to care too much about that bloodless being? *blink* Not that I'm trying to be rude but...
TT: Do I look like I actually care? XD
WB: Well you fought for hem.
TT: Ah, that's the only person I fought with because of WW. WW is not the type to be offended at all by anyone. So it's hard for me to see when se's abandoned by the one who was always by hes side.
WB: Isn't that... what was the name again.., the Black Hole was always with hem? Se isn't the one you killed, is se?
TT: Haha, don't be silly! *lol* Of course not BH!
WB: *phew* I'd be shocked if it was hem.
TT: *interested* Why would you? OwO *eyes sparkling*
WB: *stutter* Err, that, because se seemed just as important to you as WW is..
TT: True. *looking faraway* They're both my important family-like beings.
WB: *staring* Ah, I see..
TT: Hmph. *grin* Of course you are more important to me. *leant forward*
WB: *blush* You mean it?
TT: Come on, I don't lie.
WB: *still insecure*
TT: Like, last time you misunderstood my relationship with the Vines, but it turned out ok right? ;D
WB: OoO It's the same kind with those two???
TT: Ack! No! It's not the same! *embarassed* It was just a comparison.
WB: Don't give me heart attack. There's no way you'd have that kind of interest in them. *shudder*
TT: If you keep saying that I'm gonna fall sick too. *turn blue*
WB: ... what were we talking about again?
TT: You're right. It's better to forget that horrible imagination.
WB: *giggle* Wait till WW hears this.
TT: *lol*
WB: So who was it, that being capable of offending those red-eyed twins?
TT: They're not twins.
WB: I'm aware.
TT: Se was a part of me that stood by itself.
WB: ?!!
TT: I believe you've realized I'm lacking a lot of things.
WB: Yeah, a lot. Is that where they went? Into another form?
TT: Other forms. It's not only one.
WB: *worried* Wait, are you fine telling me this?
TT: No, I'm not ready yet. But I want you to know about this one that got loose.
WB: *grip hand* If you are that sure, then go on.
TT: *sigh* I lost it. My confidence's gone.
WB: Then don't do it.
TT: *stare in the eyes* ...
WB: When you're ready to talk, I'm always here to listen. :>
TT: I want to tell you, but I can't find the words.
WB: Hmmm... maybe your inability to hate is the cause.
TT: I despise hem. I wanted hem to disappear forever. *upset*
WB: You... actually hate someone? Even more.. yourself?!
TT: Because se's part of me that I'm able to despise hem. Se was more a bad stain in my memories than anything.
WB: *quiet*
TT: Se was stupid, attention-loving, and easily fooled. Se played with humans the wrong way, then got rejected and put the burden on WW and BH. Argh! But now I don't know why I hated hem. It wasn't because of what se did to them, nor who se was. I've forgotten.
WB: Hikaru! Are you planning on reviving hem? It won't work, you'll just regret it!
TT: No, I don't.
WB: *grab shoulders* Listen to me..!
TT: Huh?
WB: What did they say? About hem?
TT: *thinking* Nothing... none at all.
WB: Do they even remind you of hem?
TT: ..no
WB: Do they need hem more than you?
TT: I don't.. think so.
WB: You understand them better than me. If they fare off better with just you, why should there be another you to make things complicated? I bet they like this way better too!
TT: *chagrined smile* You're right. They don't seem to want this brought up too.
WB: Even if you killed a part of you, as long as the you that I know is with me, I love you as who you are. I don't want another you either, especially one without sense of responsibility. In fact, somehow I'm also glad you killed hem! What would se have caused if se was still here.
TT: ... I should have that part of memory erased then. I have no use of it.
WB: Heh. As long as you keep going to those places, erasing your memories would bring no good.
TT: *smile* You're always right. Why don't I pass it on to you then, this memory?
WB: I wish I could. Then I can get to know you better.
TT: You already know me better than most people.
WB: I'm sure WW knows a lot more.
TT: Oh that's for sure.
WB: *jealousy, jealousy*
TT: But I don't want to see hes face all the time.
WB: Ha..? *burst into laughter*
TT: *place hand on head* I'm always glad I met you.
WB: Can't beat mine though. ;>
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