I hurt myself very badly one day, and exactly at that time the Twins was occupied with hes duty in Grin Zeraga, but se came as soon as I gave hem a call. From hes expression I knew se was very tired from work, but se came to me with a smile and endured a few sleepless nights to help me eventhough I know better that se gets weaker with every minute unspent for rest. I know the Twins would feel it unnecessary for me to write such a thing in this space, but I'm so touched I feel I need to share it.
Around that time, the Twins happened to have a straight 4 days of being within an area and conducting several things for hes undercover, and I just had to destroy it by calling hem and telling hem the bad news. Actually we, as in us in Xenosica, lost contact with one of our members, the Red Star, and couldn't find hes tracks anywhere. I knew it wasn't a good idea to be telling the Twins about that at that time, but probably telepathy works faster than calls, and when se called me to check up on us, I blurted out the truth to hem. Immediately se requested for back-up to replace hes character in Grin Zeraga so se could return to Xenosica to help us look for the Red Star. But it happened that there was no one to replace hem that day, so se used time leap to get back to us while working in Grin Zeraga at the same time.
Both places se worked day and night with very little rest yet never complained about it. I noticed from hes expression that hes work there was more than a headache as usual and asked hem if se was okay. Se just told me things are tough but se'll endure without giving in to anger. Later se told me about the challenges se's had those first 2 days, and from there I admired hes ability to suppress hes fatigue and anger despite the ridiculous behavior of mammals called humans.
Anyway, what really got to me was hes willingness to work in two places at almost the same time with the same level of difficulty despite the fact se could have just left the work of looking for the Red Star to us. You see, the Golden Flower, the Red Star, and the Blowing Wind are my lifetime companions, so when something happens to either one of them I can get very disturbed. The Twins understood that very well and sacrificed for the sake of this selfish me. I feel very guilty at the moment and yet touched. We're still looking for the Red Star and hope we will find hem soon and let the Twins get hes rest.
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